Broken Ladder

Yesterday I was fine I was feeling all right But today Here comes that heaviness Sliding into my brain It insinuates itself Like a poisonous snake I gotta be honest to myself now I'm not feeling well Wish I could be ready to react and Get out of my cell Get out of my cell Get out of my When I was younger I was feeling much better Sometimes I see my life As a broken ladder But I know You used to say the wheels Will turn and turn Do you know She used to say the wheels Will turn and turn Up and down up and down Up and down up and down Up and down up and down Up and down up and down Can I trust myself When I go to sleep at night My dreams are creepy Got a lump in my throat Now it's taking control, oh no I gotta keep breathing I gotta be honest to myself now Since the time you fell I've been a mess Trying to do my best but I'm struggling like hell I'm struggling like hell I'm struggling like Still I don't know How to deal sometimes Still I'm too frightened To look behind I feel like I'm falling down Give me a rope And I call but there's no sound The wheels will turn Up and down up and down The wheels will turn Up and down up and down The wheels will turn Up and down up and down The wheels will turn Up and down up and down The wheels will turn Up and down up and down The wheels will turn Up and down up and down The wheels will turn