Today (I'm Not Okay)

Lost my mind I got lost inside Trying to feel alive again Say hold on tight boy Through the night Though you feel it caving in Well hell must be a lonely place With all these demons in my brain Tell me how do you deal with so much pain They say the saddest people have the brightest smiles And your's it melts my heart So when you can't see the bright side of life I'll sit with you in the dark We don't have to feel lonely Even if we're alone Because whichever place has me and you Is the place that I call home I don't wanna feel this way today I can barely cope I'm not okay I don't wanna feel this way again So I'll have a drink It might dull the pain Today It's ironic how feeling empty Is such a heavy weight to hold I had a life so full of love But it's all gone cold It seems that all my flowers Grew back as thorns So I'm sorry if I'm a prick at times I just don't know what to do Today Don't wanna feel this way But if I have you I might be okay I don't wanna feel this way again But if I have you It might dull the pain Today