keeping you so far

I'm predicting our end again Today I want to die again I really don't know if you love me But I love you to the end And if I don't feel better But there's no other choice I'm crying and it really doesn't help I'm talking about it and it doesn't really help Many say to think positive But there's nothing positive on my mind Because I miss you so much? Holding you so close I know it would be the last time But I have so many things on my mind All i want is you But I'm hurting myself Tell me what is happening? Why are you acting so weird all of a sudden? I feel that you don't love me But you keep saying that you love me Why is it so hard for me to be calm? You say you love me So why are you leaving me? I love you so much That i can't let you go I'm predicting our end again Today I want to die again I really don't know if you love me But I love you to the end And if I don't feel better But there's no other choice I'm crying and it really doesn't help I'm talking about it and it doesn't really help Many say to think positive But there's nothing positive on my mind Because I miss you so much? Holding you so close I know it would be the last time But I have so many things on my mind