Patience

I been feeling lost, don't know where to go Should I go write a song, or one of my hoes? But don't got none of those And since now you're listening to me I'm pretty sure you that can tell which one I chose I don't try to provoke these women who hold a grudge over me Cuz I slid in too bold Just don't like going slow with women or flows Cuz one makes me money One makes me broke I was lost in the dark, no I couldn't see Who I was at the time, who I wanted to be Cuz part of me died buried him underneath Didn't know that he was who they wanted to see The one who was sweet, who didn't demean The one who treated others respectfully The one who didn't ask for money or weed Till others started taking advantage of me I started feeling trapped, I was getting used Was getting outta hand I had to make move But the one that I made I wish I didn't do I started using tings for nothing but my mood I hardly felt a thing when I was being rude Shit was hella scary shit was Freddy Krueger Only thing I thought was "can I do her?" Couldn't care less where her auntie Sue works "You're too straightforward" Well at least now I'm not a fake whore who tries to be who he ain't for The ones he thinks need to look at him and rate 4 stars outta 5 Like why even bother? Cuz if I have a daughter or a son they gon be the ones to look to me When they're having trouble tryna fight their insecurities I told my day 1s just keep waiting, patience when I make milli split half this I've been taking my time with this shit no Due Date Ghalifinakas Comedy movies do slap but I really do prefer that action And I couldn't really care about drama But they all CATS that's why they love acting Rap cap not here nah I don't have an issue admitting that I don't do trapping Masking, who? what? me? Nah I could never do that unless I'm taking transit Still tell myself that I gotta go get that victory top shelf gotta grasp it Just like one of my tings did my piece right before we fucked like rabid rabbits Look You took 10 days tryna write this type of heat, but man I done it in 2 So true Not many used to talk to the kid now they flock to the king Zazu Got a hot blonde ting in my doc martins that's pussy in boots Running through competition Like my cock is twitching bitch I'm hot headed Switchin moods So many of these raps are trash Boutta grab the gag No I don't got a slave but I got chains and the master's back So pack your bags and act like Jack I cannot stand these rappers man Just poppin xans, bottles, tags, commas, cash Want a slag to call him dad But cannot handle thought of having love he'd have for his daughter For a bitch who's really bhad Cuz these days it's "f*ck a main chick" White girls hated for being an OG Lays chip, basic Asians discriminated cuz of COVID cases Racists takin more Ls than a fuckin maze And a crippled patient who saw Usain and tried to race him With his ass scraping the fuckin floor You cannot ignore the noise I'm making So shut your door unless you want me on your parents playlist Hmm what's a new flow? Oh shit don't know where this is gonna go But let it roll out like Rolling Stones Cuz satisfaction I could never get close to knowing No I been a perfectionist since 2 double 0 1 "This kid talented" don't make me blush But don't mistake my work ethic for fucking luck You dummies fuckin think this shit come easy to me? Well then you dumb as f*ck And that's probably why you should minimize your time on the mic I just told my guys I told my day 1s just keep waiting, patience when I make milli split half this I've been taking my time with this shit no Due Date Galifianakis Comedy movies do slap but I really do prefer that action And I couldn't really care about drama But they all CATS that's why they love acting Rap cap not here nah I don't have an issue admitting that I don't do trapping Masking, who? what? me? No I could never do that unless I'm taking transit Still tell myself that I gotta go get that victory, top shelf gotta grasp it Just like one of my tings did my piece right before we fucked like rabid rabbits Never been average I can't imagine me half assin Any task I have that'll make my goals happen Don't have a fantom but I'll go ghost on hoe asking Why I be rapping like this girl you're so tragic Cuz you're part of the reason that the game is so damaged If I can get at least one person out there toe tapping I'll know there's hope that's why I keep the fucking flow savage So don't be tellin shit if I'm someone you don't manage Bringing new waves to the game every song in my city same tune So I'm tryna make a change I'm dedicated even if they wanna see me lose I don't do vacation I'd rather pay for 30 days in the stu Made a foundation that's why my lips stick to the mic every time I let it loose I told my day 1s just keep waiting, patience when I make milli split half this I've been taking my time with this shit no Due Date Galifianakis Comedy movies do slap but I really do prefer that action And I couldn't really care about drama But they all CATS that's why they love acting Rap cap not here nah I don't have an issue admitting that I don't do trapping Masking, who? what? me? Nah I could never do that unless I'm taking transit Still tell myself that I gotta go get that victory top shelf gotta grasp it Just like one of my tings did my piece right before we fucked like rabbid rabbits