Let Us Rest In Peace

You know nothing of my agony Of being the abomination of what I am A clear picture of pure your misery A perfect image of my clear despondency I am nothing but a cancerous corpse Wandering so alone I am the failed product of my father's affection. I am the torment of my mother's adoration I am the curse that God has created on this forsaken land. I am living in this dead world, yet alive in a life of demise. I wish for my death I dream of my demise I breathe for my decease When will this end? When will I lament? When will I rest? When will I repose? So alone..... I have known sadness for long I chant its name in untold songs I dream of heart-wrenching lies I weep in sullen cries. Oh God, when will this end....