Look Out! Look In...

Never woke up 'Cause I never fell asleep Up around the clock Just do the same thang Rollin' up Tokin' up Always rollin' deep Everybody's been doin' the same thang Never got my hopes up 'Cause I'm livin' week to week Just doin' the same thang Everyday Can't stay awake Hope ya never fade away So I'm out just doin' the same thang And the same fam hang Til the fat ladies sang I'll always be doin' the same thang My demons they go there They come back I look out I look in I did that Hit that wit a six pack And blunt smoke They with that Everybody rides the same boat Same hopes Same jokes With the same folk Same town Stick around For the same frowns Same sound Lame crowds Wanna turn ya to down - Fall in the same escape now I can't say that I'm proud Dead end streets Tea kettling Never ending No settling Hard to please Pardon me It's startling Anomalies Gave you part of me and that's all ya see And honestly it's so startling The farthest thing from martyring I'm hard on me and it's hardening Partying and partying Hardening it's hard to breathe Hard to see When it's all the same Don't bother me When I've gone this way Digging deep Missing sleep I hate to see You hating me If it's all the same I wish it was me If it's all the same I wish you were free It's a daunting thing To let hauntings bring Thoughts that sting Imma stop this thing Time to smoke up Revert to the same 'Cause I've never woke up 'Cause it always felt the same My demons they go there They come back I look out I look in I did that Been there Saw what I saw So I came back Lately it's been weird Been mad 'Cause I feel trapped Today's different I'm tryna see through the fear It feels different I've closed my eyes and opened my ears To listen To my peers 'Cause if anything has changed I've looked in to look out and see the pain is all the same Dead end streets Tea kettling Never ending No settling Hard to please Pardon me It's startling Anomalies Gave you part of me and that's all ya see And honestly it's so startling The farthest thing from martyring I'm hard on me and it's hardening