I Had My Doubts (When You Went South)

Sometimes these things don't turn out like we planned them to be Hoping they work out in the end I hope you're happy (Where you are, away from me) I wish I didn't care I wish I could throw my feelings away I only asked these few things from you Don't trust your doubt Don't leave me out I am so done Picking up these pieces Of this life you and I shattered We threw it away for a falsehood For a dream that wasn't meant to be I'm so sorry I hope you're happy Where you are away from me Sometimes these things don't turn out how we planned them to be How we planned them to be Don't act like you're not in love Don't act like your feelings died There just something about you I can't figure this out I can't make this right There's just something about you I've wasted so much time trying to figure out What went wrong The memories they haunt me Pretending everything was fine Praying the memories will die Somehow I will win this fight And I literally cleaned your fucking wounds I was there for you And you were just the ghost in my bed And now the skeleton in my closet And I swear to God we had it But you fucking lost it And it haunts me to this day that you won't No you can't stop running away I'm so sorry I hope you're happy Where you are away from me Sometimes these things don't turn out how we planned them to be How we planned them to be Don't act like you're not in love Don't act like your feelings died There just something about you I can't figure this out I can't make this right There's just something about you There's just something about you About you