In Memoriam

Time after time I watch you burn Fueling a flame with no concern Do you feel the grip of guilt Closing in around your neck? Are you so far fucking gone That it makes no difference? Lack of sorrow and empathy This home feels so empty So hold your image to the clouds And swear to your God that you'll never come down So keep your head to the clouds And swear you'll never come down Fade yourself out from the crippling doubt So this is how it goes Pretend that no one knows So this is how it goes Pretend that no one knows You've grown frail and feeble You found God in a needle You've grown frail and feeble You found God I watched you burn Your eyes lit like the reddest sunrise At sunset, you come alive Yet so vacant inside I can't save you You have to save yourself The choice was made Finding comfort in hell Compelled to save you I watched you apparate Twisting my love Into something I hate Are you sleeping Can you hear me I hope it fills your ears so you never sleep again I swear to fucking Christ I tried To always stand by your side I loved you I swear to God I love you Please take it back I can't take it anymore I've watched you burn everyday Since you walked out the door Don't do this, How could you Leave me here alone (You left me here alone) I couldn't save you (I can't save you) Just set me free And stay the f*ck away from me Time after time I watched you burn And in the flames I saw who you once were I swear to fucking Christ I tried To always stand by your side I loved you I swear to God I love you