Reclamation (feat. JT Tollas)

How am I supposed to make this stop It's gone on for far too long And I'm tired of this facade It's gone on for too f****** long I was told it would get better It never did, now I'm feeling tethered Both bound and claustrophobic Is there no end to this? Wasted and lost in this town Feeling like I let everyone around me down Guilt meets anxiety Desolate and empty Inside, there's only decay There's no way to fix me There's no f***** way No way to fix me Just crucify me My will be done Not the will of the world When there's so much poison in your veins When there's so much hatred in your veins There's nothing left to do Don't you think I deserve More than what I've been given I'm so tired and weak This is my defeat My knees, bloody from praying A hope slowly decaying I'm pleading for reclamation But I see no salvation And through it all I have to catch myself when I fall Scream out for help But there's no one to answer I know that I will survive this time of mine I'll be responsible for my own shelter I've fought to breath and to keep myself afloat But how can I with this anchor around my throat? There's more than just a single moment of misery to this life that will drag you into the dark But I swear you just have to stay strong Please hold on and don't give up Trust to hope and trust your heart cuz there's a light at the end of this dark vacant tunnel God knows I've been there I know despair and I know what it's like to feel so overwhelmed and worthless But please don't let go You don't have to do this I promise you that there's so much more than this I don't know who hurt you And I don't know who left you But I've been hurt too And there's so many more out there who struggle like us But know the sadness makes the light And that makes the happiness count even more So don't ever take it for granted and don't take yourself for granted There is hope for us You just have to hold on I'm screaming with you now Stay strong with me (Stay strong with me) So when you Look back on your life Think of the stillness And of the strife Just know that You are who you are today Through this struggle And know that you'll be okay