The questions you'll never answer

I have lied to myself saying I don't miss you Now im holding my breath before i lost it too It hurts knowing that your familly never cared about me Or how i've been feeling latelyw hen i loved them fondly It hurts knowing that you directly tried to find a new lover When a week ago you were telling me i was your soulmate forever You were my everything For you i meant nothing Dont you think we broke up in a rush ? Do you sometimes regret us ? Do you now have a new Crush ? Will she become your girl while i still cry ? Will she notice the heart in your eye ? When did you stop loving me ? Why don't i deserve you to fight for me You gave up on us because you didnt have the strenght Now i know im stronger than you Ive always been stronger And i think it scared you because I m always ready to give everything And you ll never be abble to do such a thing and when i saw the positive pregnancy test I knew this baby in my belly was yours I cried for days but had to try my best you wouldn't be there for the next years And then there was no baby But i wasnt happy Because i would never met it It will simply never exist We used to stare at each other Like the most beautiful lovers Now you don't look at me in the eyes My love for you had no prize But you gave it up like that Now what am i sensed to believe at Dont you think we broke up in a rush ? Do you sometimes regret us ? Do you now have a new Crush ? Will she become your girl while i still cry ? Will she notice the heart in your eye ? When did you stop loving me ? Why don't i deserve you to fight for me You gave up on us because you didnt have the strenght Now i know im stronger than you Ive always been stronger And i Think it scared you because I m always ready to give everything And you ll never be abble to do such a thing