Beauty & Beast (feat. Allison Bencar)

Fighting these demons I being do it everyday I rip mics now instead of sit at home and blaze Lost sense of who I was waiting for better days I'm here now... Hi mama Do you remember that lunch we had during college break Do you remember trauma we fought, thinking when will we get a break How often I vented about not knowing where I'm going how I gotta slow it down and take a break Some things don't change Growing up some that's great At home that stayed the same I bring it to the game No west side I'm straight From the south sixty five highway Running up so late All the rights you gave me I tainted Filipino American all I'm trying to say A verse at a time I'm similar to the road bumping until I'm payed oops Paved more or less they both involve cha ching You see cha chink And that's okay Don't blink Now I lead The weak Cut off the link This is how I feel on I'm on the edge of a brink On the edge of a drink It smells good Now it reeks It ain't turkey day but imma feast Bring a little bit of beauty and I'll play the beast.. There's no secrets here In a place to feel no pain I ain't claiming perfect I'm searching for my way Feeling dazed, confused, Idk what to do What do we do You living, I'm living She's living He's living They living (Everybody) We living Never gonna top any self defeating thought That's what I thought No longer do I function like a robot Took myself off the internet Somehow I'm still seeing thots Somehow this face to face convo Is me aiming with a bot A little bit humor so I know I'm alive It's a full day when you laugh, think, and cry It's Jimmy V week it's my responsibility to deliver you the time What difference you making in your life What's being pin pointed to have you stepping in the right-Direction Mis steps happen All times does is keep pressing Push upwards and get that chest a flexing I'm raising bars that is cause everyday I'm repping Who I am Who are you Oh, just another toy to chew Another mindless few Make some room The kid in his room Passed twenty two This man is on the loose That's the truth It's harsh But I'm in the booth Looking off the roof Again my mind goes spoof I'm back to where I started With these thoughts again Good bye verse one this was two There's no secrets here In a place to feel no pain I ain't claiming perfect I'm searching for my way Feeling dazed, confused, Idk what to do What do we do You living, I'm living She's living He's living They living (Everybody) We living It's how you make use of this I know this and still can't figure it out Oh god help me will it help if I shout There's absolute zero problems And for some reason I'm finding times ton Sun beaming and I'm losing my light In the darkness I sit and cry Over sensitive bitch shut the f*ck up and make something happen with time I'm Elvis Presley on the pot it just ain't happen yet I miss my nanny In a jiffy she'd know how to handle this I can't get over this