Old School

Sometimes you don't get to choose this shit Sometimes you end up in situations you did not predict Go with the punches often is what they say Its what they say but you see me duck em and dodge em I like to throw em back I don't wanna hang for awhile I got different places I stay I don't wanna talk about the rap I wanna improve musically so save that what the hell are you doing crap You think I envisioned for my self Well yeah kind of I didn't understand the work it took The patience the I never learned The anxiousness I must conquer The eyes that glaze like Excuse me sir The sign is on I need that fresh cooked Then I'll be on my way Revolve around the exit Then I wash away I don't know how to build fans Doesn't mean I cant learn What if I sat in my room 24/7 and just thought of ways to stir The emotions or the pot Wait f*ck that lets make it drop It's the hard flower major expressor Jump with me like your savior I don't wanna degrade I wanna be a lover and a companer I mean companion Lost my train of thought like a nick when I'm shaving The mirror is the most fucked up invention existing Its god damn you sexy as f*ck or fist throw of anger Ego and pride Satan's friend side by side Roll that shit up brah Lets get high Time to get my mind right Shit I take that back Shit that shits all up in the sac Shit f*ck it roll another pack Shit gotta escape the immediate regret Tossing and turning I'm learning I'm fussing I'm chugging I'm spinning alone No ballerina hugging I need to go home Tip toe pass the door The rents don't know I'm high If they did its probably rent at the first of the month Or a kick to the curb Where I'll be with the people who don't get to stay dry Rain still pours Family has money But I only care about they souls I was in a conversation with my homie today Everybody be trying to outdo each other on the same music You say you different but I be drinking away you like some fusion This is what your supposed to be feeling when you create Nice to meet you all I'm Cather I'll probably be here for the stay It's almost a waste of time for me I've learned how to refocus energy Shouts to Gary V Shouts to the people who secretly f*ck with me Shouts to my mother fucking family because that's where I keep the team Shouts because I can fucking shout because I learned my voice sounds better when it screams I'm layered deeper than a scrape on the knee I'm best kept secret Keep the hating towards me Positive influences and motivation Trust and faith to get me to the green I hope to be raking Only climbing the rankings Generally speaking I'm at war And it's myself I keep hating Trying to get booked like I'm facing Time for a crime of stealing and murdering emcee's and they pride I'm not trying to hide Trying to live that ultimate high Wave the flag like shy guy says Or I'll drop you from the cloud and watch you I'm sorry but not really It's my music catch the feelings Wonder what you are thinking It's Cather Appleby that's all I will be saying For now