Drowned in Love (feat. Andžej Sin)

I see you standing at the door Shadows drowning in your eyes Are you leaving me again? Or have you finally realized? I never meant to raise the thunder Never meant to lose control But I was fire I was chaos And I burned right through your soul I can't take another night Where your love cuts like a knife I was the rope you held too tight 'Til I frayed and lost my fight Pull me close then push away Tell me stay then beg for space Every word's a loaded gun And I don't know which way to run Say you love me then you break Beg for mercy then berate I'm your anchor you're my chain Drowning deep in love and pain I watched you vanish in the silence No goodbye just empty air Then I saw you in the distance Like I never had a place there You were hers in stolen glances Felt your warmth through shattered screens You said nothing left me bleeding Like my love was in between I lost myself and I lost you I turned cold and walked away But while I vanished into darkness You found light in someone's gaze Now you tell me that you love me But you've built a safer home And I wonder do you miss me When you're lying there alone? I can't be the air you breathe While I'm choking underneath I won't drown beneath this love When it only pulls me deep Pull me close then push away Tell me stay then beg for space Every word's a loaded gun And I don't know which way to run Say you love me then you break Beg for mercy then berate I'm your anchor you're my chain Drowning deep in love and pain I can't be your cure I won't be your chains But without you here I'll never be the same Love shouldn't feel like walking through flames But without your fire I'll fade away So I turn and walk away Silent echoes call my name I love you more than life itself But love like this will leave me drained I let you go but can't move on Trapped between regret and doubt I try to change I swear I do But maybe you're safe with someone new