Backstab

Where the wind comes from I can hardly taste it Where the wind goes Somewhere afar, somewhere ahead It throws all my thoughts backward Then twists my mind and makes them return forward I have learned the human nature Every day I feel the danger I can't move in your direction Can't be part of your dimension You can't reach where I go My own world you don't know I'm so drained and so empty You stabbed me and left me Where do I come from I can scarcely know it Where am I going Somewhere afar, somewhere ahead I'll never understand why You always do your best to leave me behind Behind I have learned your human nature You're my risk and I'm your danger Rules and habits give you safety Fear the coming of the deity You can't run where I fly Things you don't know you deny You need me, but don't love me So you stab me, but don't kill me Hide deep in your shells Shut your ears, shut your eyes Learn to write Before you spell your lies Latch your horrid lusts Wall me off with apathy I'm Lilith and I'm Kali Accuse me of anomie Spread some more of your deceit Pour your venom to my feet Serve your flesh and praise your idols Cheat your gods and rock your cradles Trust your lust, confide the worthless They are always at your service Every one of you All the race, but a few Is dead long before Your bodies fester Gone before you come Buried before you're born You are the desperate addict In agony Open wide your gates for me Hang me, nail me to your tree Serve your flesh and praise your idols Cheat your gods and rock your cradles Trust your lust, confide the worthless They are always at your service You look upward when an angel cries You call it rain They call it pain You rise your heads when a hero dies But when he's gone You'll find another clown I am your first aid and I'm the last drop I am your thin line and I'm your lost hope I came to push you up. You're knocking me down But you can't finish the day before the sun's down You can't reach where I go My own world you don't know So drained and so empty You stabbed me and left me You can't run where I fly Things you don't know you deny You need me, but don't love me So you stab me, but don't kill me You need me, but don't love me So you stab me, but don't kill me Spread some more of your deceit Pour your venom to my feet Open wide your gates for me Hang me, nail me to your tree Serve your flesh! Praise your idols Cheat your gods! Rock your cradles Trust your lust! Confide the worthless They are here! At your service