Bitch

So many times I heard them say I'm the one Their words were sweeter than honey, but in the end, I stayed alone 'cuz So many times the hypocritical backstab Made my tongue twitch and follow the psychodramatical rap So many eyes tried to penetrate through me Tried to elaborate through me. They never apologized So many lies took me over again and again Intoxicated me to the highest degree of inner pain So many lips skied all over my skin Like they were trying to win me and push themselves in So many hands slided down to my butt Pinched my nips, got 'em up, made me deviously hot So many cocks, stiff and one-eyed and blind Pushed and pushed into me hard and deep: they tried and they tried So many cumshots. I was all spattered with jizz I felt no love but emptiness, all I could feel went like this I'd like to know it's nothin But a mistake of my own Someone make me believe Someone make me believe in this I'd like to know it's nothin But a mistake of my own Someone make me believe Someone make me believe cuz I Just can't trust in men anymore Let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore I've wasted my love and got bullshit instead So now I'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead So many times I checked my heart for some hope Climbed outta the window but found nothing on the end of the rope I breached the skies unleashing every scream Like a shot, like a single method that explains what I mean So many eyes... I wonder who'll be the last? I've gotta feeling, all my future's buried deep in my past So many lies... and every day there's a new I can be probably wrong, but I am better than you Cuz I don't need a single thing in your world I've got no reasons to lie or even utter a word Cuz I don't want to be your mistress and God Your not worth my toes, not worth the fucking sickness I've got And I don't need your sympathy and respect I'm tired of trying, and trying, and trying, tryin' to forget Your every deed and everything that you said Once more I'm tryin' to find my lost beliefs before I am dead I'd like to know it's nothin But a mistake of my own Someone make me believe Someone make me believe in this I'd like to know it's nothin But a mistake of my own Someone make me believe Someone make me believe cuz I Just can't trust in men anymore Let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore I've wasted my love and got bullshit instead So now I'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead Dead, dead, dead, dead I'm tired of trying and trying, tryin' to forget Tryin' to forget Tryin' to forget Tryin' to forget Tryin' to forget I'd like to know it's nothin But a mistake of my own Someone make me believe Someone make me believe in this I'd like to know it's nothin But a mistake of my own Someone make me believe Someone make me believe cuz I Just can't trust in men anymore Let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore I've wasted my love and got bullshit instead So now I'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead