Blue Grin (feat. ChilledAlone)

Once more on a roll I'm looking for something Unable to waste Always ready to taste Too tired to be Pathetically lonely Too eager to get An illusion of happiness Once more I ain't got no home And I'm looking for someone To give me shelter and warmth Cause I'm cold to the bone (I don't know what's to come) Somewhere I belong But that place is a secret For everyone And, alas, it's unknown to me Again and again and again You catch my wrist in your hand Again and again and again I grin a blue grin Cause you're deaf to my heart You can't bother me less Than you're meant to bother I can't be what you want Always pleasure and smile (My temples ache when I try to fake) I'm not going to change What's not in my power No matter for you Or for anyone else to come Why stopping me now? Why holding me tighter? (You can't take me the right way) Why cling to my eyes? Why pretend you know me? (You can't take me the right way) To someone I belong To the others I'm nothing (You can't take me the right way) I know you are not What I want for myself this time Again and again and again You catch my wrist in your hand Again and again and again I grin a blue grin Cause I'm deaf to your heart You're nothing special to me No matter what you want Like it or not We're nothing but you and me As I'm beginning to see We're not a "we" Again and again and again You catch my wrist in your hand Again and again and again I grin a blue grin Cause you're deaf to my heart Again and again and again (You're nothing special to me No matter what you want Like it or not) You catch my wrist in your hand Again and again and again (We're nothing but you and me As I'm beginning to see We're not a "we") I grin a blue grin Cause you're deaf to my heart