Codependent

It's sickening! And it's getting worse My predicament is getting me immersed With all damage done I'm throwing in the towel I can't carry on resorting to denial My catalyst My lovely narcissist I died as we kissed I've been a masochist There's nothing to salvage, nothing to save No memories to nurture and nothing to say We've learned to cover up the ugly truth Ignorance and selfishness had ravished our youth My catalyst My lovely narcissist I died as we kissed I've been a masochist Obsessively we're good at lust Perpetually we both suck at trust (I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead Just to make sure we're still not dead) No sacrifice is good enough It's getting worse, cuz we suck at love (I want to get to the real you, but go ahead Prove me wrong, pretend that you've never bled) I've tried to drag you out into the sunlight I thought I've shined on you but then I figured that I'm not bright enough We're sheer perfection when we pretend we've got nothing to hide Both insecure and arrogant, cracking smiles and playing tough Obsessively we're good at lust Perpetually we both suck at trust (I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead Just to make sure we're still not dead) No sacrifice is good enough It's getting worse, cuz we suck at love (I want to get to the real you, but go ahead Prove me wrong, pretend that you've never bled) Let's burn down all that we got left To make sure we're not dead Let's get us as high as we can get While we're codependent Come prop me up when I get obscene I'll cut you up in your secret dream Come sweat it out, it's time to come clean We're codependent Obsessively we're good at lust Perpetually we both suck at trust (I want to hurt you so much I hurt myself instead Just to make sure we're still not dead) No sacrifice is good enough It's getting worse, cuz we suck at love (I want to get to the real you, but go ahead Prove me wrong, pretend that you've never bled) Let's burn down all that we got left Let's get us as high as we can get