Don't Ask

Common... now listen On a night that was expected to be cray cray You skillfully lenzed me, supermanned me 'cause you think that I've gone astray Look at me mister, look at me hot kitten here Them kittens' noses burn... them growing firm Yet you're amazed at da fact that I look so stern Cut off your gag, cut out your bla bla bla Cuz I'll give you a kick in the nuts, I swear I've gone nuts That's what I dots I'm too tired'n'sick, your blasphemy reels me Snap! Shut up! Cuz your cruelty kills me I feel bothered (And fuckin' minuscule) Scorned and taunted (And so ridiculed) Now you're sorry ('Bout what you've done to me) But don't ask... don't worry (Cuz it's no good to me) In a way, you're a dom, but when we don't play Don't make me believe that you're incredibly dumb And numb In a way, I'm a sub, but if it's no game Don't blow me off when I sob Don't mock me when I'm blown up I'd like to laugh my head off I'd like to be dead drunken enough To keep away all of this stuff But I know there's no comfort in wine I'm too sober and sublime So I don't try cuz I know I'll be just Wasting time It's odd! Now I feel I've got Used to your bends Like they're some kind of amends For me Finally I feel so wrecked, I'm in bits And though I'm outta my wits This fuckin calamity makes me sick and bittersweet I feel bipolar and I wish you could slit Down my eyes to my heart and eat the hell I eat At least a little part, just a bit Sometimes you make me feel cold and I know you can't stop it Please stop it! I feel bothered (And fuckin' minuscule) Scorned and taunted (And so ridicule) Now you're sorry ('Bout what you've done to me) But don't ask... don't worry ('Cuz it's no good to me) Masochistic, (Nymphomaniacal) Narcissistic (Psychosomatically) I feel relaxed (I'm wading mentally) Take me... don't ask (Cuz it's the best for me) Got razor nips, left in the cold Got cracking lips, but yet I'm bold Neglected, rejected, I feel so disrespected Never thought it would come out the way I didn't expected Why so selfish, self-centered, and severe? I bet I grow petrified and get stiffer Where are we goin'? we're both calcifying Fighting, colliding, resisting, defying So don't ask me why I shed bitter tears So don't ask me why I'm embedded in fears So don't ask me why I'm so bothered and dead Don't ask me cuz I doubt that you'll understand So don't ask me why I shed bitter tears So don't ask me why I'm embedded in fears So don't ask me why I'm so bothered and dead Don't ask me cuz I doubt that you'll understand I feel bothered (And fuckin' minuscule) Scorned and taunted (And so ridicule) Now you're sorry ('Bout what you've done to me) But don't ask... don't worry (Cuz it's no good to me) Masochistic (Nymphomaniacal) Narcissistic (Psychosomatically) I feel relaxed (I'm wading mentally) Take me... don't ask (Cuz it's the best for me) Don't waste your time, don't ask me why Snap! cut the shit! don't let me die Don't waste your time, don't ask me why Snap! cut the shit! don't let me die