Private Guiding Star

I've got my own private mind that I can lose if I want to I can expand, or divide, or multiply it by two My personal shit can occur if I do That's my own responsibility, and it's personal too I've got my personal name, personal aim Personal struggles, and private domain I've got my personal boundaries as I live in my skin And a whole lotta personal deep within One day, I'll patch up all of my scars I'll reign in my demons, and make them my bodyguards One day, I'll dial in my desires No more obsession, just what my life requires One day… Oh, no! It sounds like I have to wait Today! Let it be today right outta the gate Today I'll be happy, today I'll be free I'll just be my authentic self, the best I can be I'm not going to wait for you Though I felt in the past that that's what I should do I have a life to live, and you have one too There is no pause button so it better be true I have to go far To where my heavens are Into Gehenna Through the pain to the light There's no day with no night My guiding star Goddess of love and war Shines through the chaos Healing darkness and strife Bringing balance and life I've got my own unique shape and my own unique form Carved by my own bitter downfalls that I'm rising from I own my heart and every single vein I bleed red blood and try to be humane I'm body and mind, a sovereign human being My soul is on its way to where I've never been My roads are few but each of them is mine They'll fade into oblivion if I run out of time One day, I'll patch up all of my scars I'll conquer my demons, and make them serve me as guards One day, I'll dial in my desires No more obsession, just what my life requires One day… Oh, no! It sounds like I have to wait Today! Let it be today right outta the gate Today I'll be happy, today I'll be free I'll just be my authentic self, the best I can be I'm not going to wait for you Though I felt in the past that that's what I should do I have a life to live, and you have one too There is no pause button so it better be true I have to go far To where my heavens are Into Gehenna Through the pain to the light There's no day with no night My guiding star Goddess of love and war Shines through the chaos Healing darkness and strife Bringing balance and life I have a life I gotta live (Just like you have one, just like you have one, just like you have one, too) I have intent and motivation (Hopefully, you have it, hopefully you have it, but that's up to you) I have a life I gotta live (Just like you have one, just like you have one, just like you have one, too) I have intent and motivation (Hopefully, you have it, hopefully you have it, but that's all up to you) I won't follow someone's ways I don't want someone's fate I don't need someone's life And I won't let someone steal mine I'm not going to wait for you Though I felt obliged to do what I had to do I have a life of my own, and you have one too There is no pause button so it better be true I have to go far (I don't wanna walk your way) To where my heavens are (I don't wanna live someone's life I gotta live my own) Into Gehenna Through the pain to the light There's no day with no night My guiding star (I can't follow someone's ways) Goddess of love and war (There is no cookie-cutter path for everyone) Shines through the chaos Healing darkness and strife Bringing balance and life No time for fear Tomorrow's strength is borne by sorrows of today The now and here Demands of me that I be on my way No time for fear Tomorrow's strength is borne by sorrows of today The now and here Demands of me that I be on my way