Tunnels (Bleeding Life)

(Play) (Right now) Cold and silence naked stones Dripping water lonely echoes A maze of sewers caves and catacombs With no way back from the get-go Claustrophobically anxious I'm left in the dark alone Dirty water naked feet Slipping crawling falling under Terrified I hope I wouldn't bleed Am I just getting number? The dark water gets deeper as the walls cave in And all of a sudden I'm impaled and it's under my skin The pain! The shock! An iron spike my groin turns red Gushing blood How am I not dead? How am I not dead? Can't recall a single thing Can't remember how it happened Suddenly I realize there's Life inside me quivering I'll live through this calamity I must preserve a new beginning Wounded gravid bleeding through A new reality Deeper yet with every step Jagged stone and bones that splinter An endless painful stroll into the void Now it's a dangerous river Paranoid and drowning There's no way back 'cause there's no home Nothing matters anymore I find my zen in pure survival I hope to still breathe when I'm washed ashore But until then in denial Of the stench of the dirt of how chronically Under the surface the darkness kept raping me I'm impregnated and so sick Amnesiac on the brink Of going under Can't recall a single thing Can't remember how it happened Suddenly I realize there's Life inside me quivering I'll live through this calamity I must preserve a new beginning Wounded gravid bleeding through A new reality Finally! There's a breach in the wall Too tight to breathe but enough to crawl Crawl... I'd rather leave my skin on the rocks than die Crawl... A little bit of light brings hope to a tired eye Crawl... God knows what's on the other side of the wall Crawl... I painfully clawed all the way to the end just to Faint and drop out and fall Where am I? What is this? Tall stalls? Wet antique tiles dim lights stains on a toilet floor? A girl in a pool of blood by the wall Who maimed you so? Who scarred your skin? She's still alive! Who left you here to bleed out to death alone? A constant flow an endless scarlet stream She's still alive! Who raped you here So young and pale and cold like a stone? I know you I've seen your face before We were one and the same I thought we won't meet anymore You fled but now you came Get up! Get! Get! Get! G-g-g-get! Get! Get! Get! G-g-g-get! Get up! Don't you fucking dare to die on me You're not supposed to rot away in here It's gonna get much worse ironically Before we get the f*ck out and walk free Child you're hurting Girl you're thirsty Darkness froze all your time in horror Open wide your tired eyes And see the world the way I see it Let the pain dissolve your fever dream It's time to leave it's time to rise And strive towards a new beginning Out of this calamity To where we've never been Crawl! We better push through the rocks than stay and die Crawl! There will be light again we shall see the deep blue sky Crawl! Pain is the antidote and anger is the medicine Crawl! The demons want you to drown so f*ck them all You gotta learn to swim Go! There's only one way out but it will set us free Go! It's none of your fault but it's not your place to be Go! Use that rage for fuel run on adrenaline Go! It's not our good night yet but let it burn and burn under the skin (Right now) Burn! I think I start to feel something It comes and goes it's ever-fleeting Suddenly I realize there's Life inside me quivering I'll live through this calamity I must preserve a new beginning Wounded gravid bleeding through A new reality It won't be how it used to be A heartbeat has a brand new meaning Breathing still against all odds Alive in this calamity I love you now and always will Without a doubt without condition Bleeding we will make it through This new reality I knew you wouldn't leave me behind I hoped you would not betray me I'mmured I could have slept till I died Till I would fade away I knew you would persist and survive I hoped you wouldn't flounder Burn burn and rage against that good night Not yet! It's not our time Breathe! There's so much to There's so much to live Breathe! There's so much to There's so much to live