Virtual? Real?

Show your face, tell me you will Are you here, virtual or real? Wanna know what is the deal Now are you virtual or real? Now I feel you joining My channels quivered again Now tell me what you're enjoying Connecting makes the pain Psychosis takes hold, we cannot reload I'm feeling that cold Though I have been told and reminded You're shallow. Oh, god, now save me from drowning You're hollow. You echo to my thoughts, your void is sounding I don't know d'you know that I know What I'm not meant to know So damn! I'm ready to belong But this time I'm gone You've got it in your eyes All the truths and lies I am mesmerized By their abyss You've caught me in your eye I'm in love. Am I? Hell awaits, but why? Can't explain it I cannot tell why I'm scared and I cry You were never mine Forget! Never mind You tell me 'bout love And all stuff. I can't laugh Though, sure, I'd want to 'Cause this is nothing. It's nothing You suck my blood away You come but never stay Oh, f*ck, I still obey When you draw close to me Why? I look at you for several hours And can't release the pain. Stop! Try All of you I deny I can reveal you're not real But something's halting my will No! Don't wanna see you on blow Stay! Go You've got it in your eyes All the truths and lies I am mesmerized By their abyss You've caught me in your eye I'm in love. Am I? Hell awaits, but why? I can feel it Wait. Stay. Go Stay. Wait. Go. Stop Go. Stay. Wait. No High. Blown. Fade. Go What the hell Is all this for? Fell into Circled circumstances You're so obscure I'm so allured Reassured Helpless though you're careless What the hell Is all this for? Damn it all Can't stand this anymore All I can do is pretend That I don't give a f*ck where you went With whom you melted together With what you're messed up forever But as a matter of fact In truth I don't care 'bout that Be blown, blow up, blow off Go Feeling so stupid I hate you Shit! I'm trying my best to abate you Burned your pics down, stern and astound Heart pumping out in the speed of a sound Pushing so loud I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore I don't care about you anymore 6, 21, 3, 11, 15, 6, 6! Go Get outta my life Go! Get your shit outta me Don't need your sympathy You killed something pure And cured yourself by me Get away! I bet you will! Once you were So fucking real Now I know What was the deal You're the one Who comes to kill Get away please stay awhile, stay awhile now Once you where You were here, you were so close Now I know Real virtuality, virtual reality You're the one How come I to believe in this No! You're not the only one No! You're not the one. Forgot you No! You're not the only one No! You're not the one. I abort you High. Blown. Fade. Go On my own. Late? No! Yes Go! Fade. Blown. High On my own. Late? No! No High... go... blown... fade Fade... blown... go... high High... go... blown... fade Fade... blown... go... high Go