What You Deserve

Wanna love? wanna live? Wanna take? wanna give? Wanna whole? wanna half? Wanna cry? wanna laugh? Wanna plague? wanna heal? Wanna strive? wanna stay still? Wanna serve or command? Wanna be close at hand? Is it anything more that you want? Is this anything you're ready to pay for? What is it that you've got? Is it something special you wanna see? Is it a new pleasure you're looking for in me? Wanna lose? wanna win? Wanna get under my skin? Wanna ache? wanna shake? Wanna build? wanna break? Wanna bend me to mend me? Or pretend to befriend me? Wanna stay? wanna leave? Wanna choke? wanna breathe? I'm not gonna cut you that slack 'cause it's too costly for me It's no wonder it won't happen, cuz it just can't be Gimme a single reason to show you my flaws Gimme a need, a chance, a motive, and I'll show you my claws Hey, narc! I know, you're clenching your fists Stay hungry, crave me each and every minute of your life Keep away! Hey, narc! I know all of your tricks I've been complicit but I've seen the light so shove it And keep away! You're the freak, and I'm the nature You will fade sooner or later You won't last 'cause you don't have the nerve You've never lived, but now it's over You'll lose your wit and won't get sober Stay just happy with what you deserve You're blind... and as a matter of fact You're so perverted in your mind you cannot realize that Time after time you're in conniption cuz the bottom line Is an egoistic power struggle for a "having a good time" Shallow and hollow, you are living but dead You're wasting my time just to get nothing instead And in the end there is something that you really fear It breeds in you, it lives in you, it won't disappear It sleeps with the shadows of your deepest desires It slips away, returns again, and never expires It hangs around when you are high, yet out of your reach Remains untouchable, but touching, like a psychosomatic itch And you can't reshape or escape it It's like a bug in your main bus that keeps you helpless and naked That's you in your emptiness, and you know it's real Because the void inside is you, and you're a great big nil Hey, narc! I know, you're clenching your fists Stay hungry, crave me each and every minute of your life Keep away! Hey, narc! I know all of your tricks I've been complicit but I've seen the light so shove it And keep away! You're the freak, and I'm the nature You will fade sooner or later You won't last 'cause you don't have the nerve You've never lived, but now it's over You'll lose your wit and won't get sober Stay just happy with what you deserve Keep away! With what you deserve Keep away! With what you deserve I've played your games. Self-negligent Masochistic idiot drunk on your poison to death But once I saw you through I realized that love is not enough It doesn't cut through to you It's like feeding an abysmal pit Nothing ever fills it, nothing ever satiates The Machiavellian cynically cold Never again shall I ingratiate You're the freak, and I'm the nature You will fade sooner or later You won't last 'cause you don't have the nerve You've never lived, but now it's over You'll lose your wit and won't get sober Stay just happy with what you deserve You're the freak, and I'm the nature You will fade sooner or later You won't last 'cause you don't have the nerve You've never lived, but now it's over You'll lose your wit and won't get sober Stay just happy with what you deserve Love is not enough It doesn't cut through to you Love is not enough I've been complicit until I've seen you through Love is not enough It doesn't cut through to you Love is not enough I've been complicit until I've seen you through