Your Loving Pariah

Sometimes... I feel like I'm seething while crawling on all four Broken spine, playing pretty butt bitch, leaving trails of blood on a cement floor Sometimes... I wanna rip apart that shit you call a heart Cuz you're just sitting back secured and jerking off to my demise And I'm not here to satisfy your needs I'm here to live Don't turn me from Tinkerbell to Jezebel You expelled me since Zohar And made me goer Don't label me your Personal bloody hell Cuz I'm your loving Pariah Your fear and desire Sometimes... You come as father, but you're Shalebridge Cradle shade Sometimes... You're the lover I know since my Red Sea charade So tired... Your Abrahamic insults born from fears Humiliate and butcher me while you jerk off and watch me suffocate What you can't have you try to derogate But I will breathe Don't turn me from Tinkerbell to Jezebel You expelled me since Zohar And made me goer Don't label me your Personal bloody hell Cuz I'm your loving Pariah Your fear and desire I have a right to say 'no' And chose a better fate 9, 000 Years ago I flew away and I'll fly away again And I don't feel guilty Never did, and never will I'm not inferior to you Stop demonizing me I guess, whenever I claim my right to choose You'll target me as a rebel Stop demonizing me! I guess, whoever I choose You'll always label him a Devil You put it like you're a god But first, level with me Instead of trying to profess your authority You put it like you're a god But you were made just like me Stop victimizing for fear of equality When a little scared boy flips and goes savage He brings centuries of war and rape, and ravage Stop excusing yourself for all the shit you've done Cuz it ends here. Now Don't turn me from Tinkerbell to Jezebel You expelled me since Zohar And made me goer Don't label me your Personal bloody hell Cuz I'm your loving Pariah Your fear and desire Stop demonizing me Stop demonizing me When a little scared boy flips and goes savage He brings centuries of war and rape, and ravage Stop excusing yourself for all the shit you've done Cuz it ends here. Now