Only Okay if You're Not

I don't' mind being alone in the dark And I thrive when things get really hard You'd be amazed by all I got But I'm only okay if you're not And I don't know when things got this way Maybe all this time I've been a fake Hiding my jealousy and emotional rot Cause I'm only okay if your not When I hear your doing well I just feel sorry for myself I'm embarrassed, wish I could stop But I'm only okay if your not I used to be nothing but sweet Now I'm nothing but bitter you wouldn't believe And I just wanna be a big shot And I'm only okay if you're not When I hear your doing well I just feel sorry for myself I'm embarrassed, wish I could stop But I'm only okay if your not I'm only ok if you're not I'm only ok if you're not