Torn

Let's go to bed, I whispered While you breathed so deeply on the couch Your belly was full, and your arms had cast Themselves straight out You looked so quiet there You're normally loud So I left you lying there You deserve sleep More than I do 'Cause I know I'll sleep too long again It's my last defense Since I know I'll wake up Torn I do the laundry and fold our clothes I do my chores alone I got that permit to leave my car here to park at my new home And I've heard true love is certainty And I've made my bed so certainly And I want to love and do no harm But I keep sleeping through my alarm And I know I'll sleep too long again It's my last defense, since I know I'll wake up And I know I'll sleep too long again It's my last defense, since I know I'll wake up Torn Torn Torn And I want to tell you, give you Breathe you, live you Tell you that I'll never leave you Tell you that I'm scared to take that step But it might feel good, I bet I want your babies, want your body Hear me, near me, commandeer me Right me, wrong me, say you're sorry Then laugh as I tell my stupid stories I don't wanna be pinned or borrowed But I am here, and I will be Tomorrow