Lead With My Heart

I saw somebody yesterday who looked so much like you I almost cried Which is stupid, and I know it, but I couldn't seem to stop that prickling in my eyes Am I doomed to wander around until I find someone who could make me smile like you could Until then, I'll just hide away instead of talking to you like I know I should Can somebody teach me how to lead with my heart How to make a decision without falling apart Oh, I can't seem to strike up a balance Between loving and longing, between the end and the start Admittedly I know it's hypocritical for me to say I'm blue But I'm human, and it's easy to fall back into habits that bring me straight back to you Oh, it's not fair, that I would go and throw my life away for an empty stare Do you think, would you notice, would you turn around and listen, would you care Can somebody teach me how to lead with my heart How to make a decision without falling apart Oh, I can't seem to strike up a balance Between loving and longing, between the end and the start