Play God

New York, it don't feel the same without you 'Cause everything's a different shade of blue Waiting for the train in Penn Station Hoping that I might fall into you I keep holding on to something expired Said, "I love you forever and I'm not a liar," hmm But I can't play God with you in bed I tried to make you stay a thousand times So I try to find you in different guys But they ain't you, they ain't you I can't play God with you and I How can I be mad when you ain't mine? So I try to find you in different guys But they ain't you, wish it was you I got a message saved and I might send it But I don't think that I'm brave enough So I'll save it my notes and I'll pretend that I'll show it to you when we're meeting up, mhm I keep holding on to something expired Hmm, hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm You're running through my mind and now I'm too tired, mhm But I can't play God with you and I I tried to make you stay a thousand times So I try to find you in different guys But they ain't you, they ain't you I can't play God with you and I How can I be mad when you ain't mine? So I try to find you in different guys But they ain't you, I wish it was you I'm scared that I'll never feel those feelings again 'Cause I can't play God with you and I I tried to make you stay a thousand times So I try to find you in different guys But they ain't you, I wish it was you