surface tension

Here's where i lie and say that i'm fine Begging to escape, this hell in my head Ease my mind with a fucking exit wound Will anybody listen I'm sick of this shit i can't help it I'm fighting with my own head I don't want to feel like this again Fighting with the urge to make this end How come when i breathe it's never clearly A peace of mind is what i'd like that's all I just want someone to fucking kill me So for once you can't say it's my fault Scattered sounds inside my head Form some sort of violent end I don't know how long it's been I just want to breathe again