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Disappointments, you see It was one after another Disappointed, was me Well, he is my older brother Couldn't help it but feel Like I, played my own role In this, mess of a situation Cause if it wasn't for me man You'd be home, alive Not, here in ol' Kentucky Where you took your last breath Man, I thought I sure was lucky Especially, to have you near I took it for granted I wish I would've visited more I never thought you'd leave me I never thought you'd go away I saw a life forever I wish you would come back to stay This ones here, ohh Can I avoid it all together No, well, what do I say She got to see the sunny weather Passing by, peacefully In her sleep I hope she seen me in her dreams I'm sorry Momma, forgive me I know that everyday's not promised But still I treated like a guarantee Not knowing death was soon upon us You said not to wait (too late) And in three days I wish I would've picked up the phone I never thought you'd leave me I never thought you'd go away I saw a life forever I wish you would come back to stay, ohh I never thought you'd leave me I never thought you'd go away I saw a life forever I wish you would come back to stay, to stay The eyes behold a world divine Even as the beauty fades And they've carved the greatest of memories My love for you Unchanged