20

It's hard to believe I'm approaching 20 Wish I could freeze the time Rest and close my eyes and I Mentally, I still feel 17 How did I end up here? It's all too fast I fear, oh I'm tired of my routine I work so hard to barely breathe, and I don't sleep I don't take care of me the way I should Impossible, it feels To keep my balance and my conscience clean But I It's so hard to breathe another day Wish my anxiety'd slip away, but I smile And keep it all to myself for a little while It's so hard to stand here and not break Wish I had more that I could say, but I Think I'm losing myself one day at a time Time Oh, I think I'm losing my mind Oh-oh It's hard to think that I'm approaching 20, yeah I just don't feel mature (I just don't feel mature) What am I working towards? And I I already have so many regrets, yeah I should've changed my path I wish I thought of that, oh woah I struggle every day Sometimes I think my best friends hate me, then I don't It's all up in my mind, I think, I hope Impossible, it feels To differentiate my dreams from what is real But I It's so hard to breathe another day Wish my anxiety'd slip away, but I smile And keep it all to myself for a little while It's so hard to stand here and not break Wish I had more that I could say, but I Think I'm losing myself one day at a time Feels like I never do anything right Am I out my mind? (I keep fighting inner demons all the time) I'm watching every pass me by Did anybody say hi? Am I still alive? It's hard to comprehend that I'll be 20 Don't expect much of me I still have much to see, and I'm Working on the burdens that I shoulder So, just please be kind While I pick my battles one day at a time No, no, no One day at a time I'll choose my battles one day at a time Ooh, ooh, oh I'll fight my battles one day at a time