Many times

Many times I have lost face Many times I've been a disgrace Many times I've just felt blue and low Many times I lost my voice Many times I had no choice Many times it was just noise I've been off the rails Trying to find another pain Covering what it hurts Many times I was to fall Many times it was my fault Many times I just didn't know I was out of my head for days Trying to give my loss a name But I can go without it I've felt alive above all I've felt alive above all I've felt alive above all I've felt alive Many times I've lost my faith Many times I've seen my fate Many times I've laughed at it as it were a joke That I can take And I can fill the empty days Though not sure just what for But I've felt alive above all I've felt alive above all I've felt alive above all I've felt alive Many times So many times Many times So many times