Disintegration Day

Paralysed by indecision in a landlocked city Filled with tall grey buildings that close in and concave It reminds me how I haven't seen the sea in god knows how long And when you've lived somewhere too long You start to notice something wrong with the air, and find it hard to breathe And that there's a type of violence to loneliness you never really hear about It never makes a sound Broken in two As much as I do How can I help you? Same old story That's getting boring To wake up crying Get lost Round the back Of your mind Time passed by So do I So do you So is everything Just this moment Nothing ever seems to stay the same Can't it just wait a day Same routines Make me ill Makes you sick My heart Your heart Wont smile The same way again Time passed by So do I So do you Guess it's better in a way Can't it just wait a day Run away Disintegration day Still you say It gets better everyday