Wandered Lonely

What is it with me that everyone is pushing me away? Am I so bad they all think I deserve this kind of pain? Am I ruthless,impatient, selfish? Tell me what im missing out 'cause I can't seem to find a way to even love myself Counting all the days that I could have been perfect I always thought as if there's really something wrong with me Counting all the times that I could have been better But then it wouldn't feel that what you see is real Why don't you try and look me in the eye and say You'll never love me at all  Going in circles I dont know if I'm running away Or being chased by awful memories that I am to blame Am I hopelessly dreaming that someday you'd learn to love me again? 'cause I can't seem to find a way to even love myself oh oh Counting all the days that I could have been perfect I always thought as if there's really something wrong with me Counting all the times that I could have been better But then it wouldn't feel that what you see is real Why don't you try and look me in the eye and say You'll never love me at all  You'll never love me at all You'll never love me at all You'll never love me at all You'll never love me at all