Healing Out of Spite

I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite And I try, so that you're dying inside You should know So it goes, it was good till it all went cold She should have known, if you don't wanna see it you won't She was so worried that she wasn't good enough for you She forgot to check if you were good enough for her Ain't it said If you don't wanna see it you won't That girl really tried everyday to make you feel the same Hurt herself just to fix things that she didn't break Now I'm... leaving you both behind I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite And I try, so that you're dying inside You should know, I'm healing out of spite So you see when you're looking at me That I'm somebody you'll never get again No, and I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite At least I'm healing You should know, I'm healing out of spite At least I'm healing I'm ashamed, that I gave all my power away But I don't regret it, cos I know not to do it again That girl really tried everyday to make you feel the same Hurt herself just to fix things that she didn't break Now I'm... leaving you both behind I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite And I try, so that you're dying inside You should know, I'm healing out of spite So you see when you're looking at me That I'm somebody you'll never get again No, and I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite At least I'm healing You should know, I'm healing out of spite At least I'm healing Started healing, 'cause I had to I tried everything to forgot you I might have spiraled, it's survival I'm still healing, healing, healing out of spite I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite And I try, so that you're dying inside You should know, I'm healing out of spite So you see when you're looking at me That I'm somebody you'll never get again No, and I know it ain't right, the reason I fight for my life You should know, I'm healing out of spite At least I'm healing You should know, I'm healing out of spite At least I'm healing You should know, I'm healing out of spite