Liquid Crystal Semi Conducter

There's a party At the gravesite In the asylum I'm at the clinic I'm not hiding I'm just a cynic Don't see the daylight I see the spotlight See the peroxide I hear the siren I'm not sorry And would you tell me How it felt when I was yelling at you It's just another hospital bed I fell through Party At the gravesite In the asylum I'm at the clinic I'm not hiding I'm just a cynic Don't see the daylight I see the spotlight See the peroxide I hear the siren I'm not sorry Would you tell me how it felt Would you help me if I fell Would you help me Nurse gave me the key to the basement I made a studio I can escape it No I don't see the sky I see the floor I don't know what hurts me more Liquid Crystal Liquid Crystal Semi Conducter I don't know my father now No, I don't know my mother There's a party At the gravesite In the asylum I'm at the clinic I'm not hiding I'm just a cynic Don't see the daylight I see the spotlight See the peroxide Hear the siren I'm not sorry I'm not sorry I'm going joker There's a party At the gravesite In the asylum I'm at the clinic I'm not hiding Just a cynic Don't see the daylight I'm soaked in oil and lime and slime And I don't even know if I'll find the time I don't even know if I'll live or die Trying to find my way since I gotta try I'm nerves You know it hurts I don't know what's worse Am I really worth all of this pain God take me away