Dead Eyes

I enjoy my dreams more than reality That makes me question my mortality There's few things I enjoy in existence Is it better to live this way Or take it gamble on the unknown We all search for meaning But nothing's permanent So why even bother Look me in the eyes Don't you see I'm dead inside I see the world in black and white My mind is paralyzed Look me in the eyes I'm ready to fucking die So come and take my life See my dead eyes You want me to talk about it Well, f*ck it Where do we start The family trauma The abuse The coping mechanisms The suicide attempts The crippling feeling of loneliness And not fitting in anywhere I'm too quiet I'm too different I'm so dark I'm so fucked up I've given up on so many lives I always wonder Is there one where I would be happy Look me in the eyes Don't you see I'm dead inside I see the world in black and white My mind is paralyzed Look me in the eyes I'm ready to fucking die So come and take my life See my dead eyes I can't change my mindset But maybe I can change the approach Nothing matters And maybe that's the beauty of it There's still time to find happiness But I still wait for a death's warm embrace Look me in the eyes Don't you see I'm dead inside I see the world in black and white My mind is paralyzed Look me in the eyes I'm ready to fucking die So come and take my life See my dead eyes Look me in the eyes Don't you see I'm dead inside I see the world in black and white My mind is paralyzed Look me in the eyes I'm ready to fucking die So come and take my life See my dead eyes