Chemicals

It's a place I keep talking about And yet it is nowhere to be found Where the good gets all wiped out And the worst keeps spinning around In here there's no hope left It's filled with my demons instead You can't see it, for that you're blessed It's the hell that's in my head This machine never stops running In a way that I can't control Insecurities become everything Until anxiety takes its toll Shoot these chemicals through my veins The kind of stuff that numbs the brain Turn off my thoughts until I faint So I can find my sleep again Release the liquid that melts my chains I know in the end it's all in vain Turn off my thoughts until I faint So I can find my sleep again Drill your way right inside of my brain Take away the feelings making me insane Drill your way right inside of my brain Take away the feelings making me insane It's where all the things I hide are stored The only way they can come out are lyrics The moment you realize they can't be ignored Then it means you finally get the spirit The more I medicate, the more I lose grip As time passes, the mind tires of mending And lets settle these mixtures that I sip But the last breakdown is only pending Shoot these chemicals through my veins The kind of stuff that numbs the brain Turn off my thoughts until I faint So I can find my sleep again Release the liquid that melts my chains I know in the end it's all in vain Turn off my thoughts until I faint So I can find my sleep again