Edge Of Reality

The dreams you're in are the worst No monsters can haunt me like you do Did I really deserve to be cursed It's even worse knowing I've put so much faith in you Tell me this isn't our world This isn't my life Else I would rather end it all With that knife Cause for this pain there are no words Am I really losing all I ever cared for? All these things that mattered now gone Now fading, slipping from my hands Can't it all feel simple, just the way it was before? I need to escape my own mind Find a way out of that place, that coffin Forget that I've been left behind Please drag me out of the darkness within Maybe this is a metaphor For telling myself I lost what I had before I'm trying, oh I've been trying But even singing can't help me get rid of these feelings I remember the first tears, it feels like years ago But now I've grown up, figured I shouldn't believe in things no more There are so much memories Love isn't a salvation just like I was told Sometimes I feel like I'm at the edge of reality But I keep falling, falling back down Don't take what's left of my sanity Or you'll have to watch me drown Each second feels like a year now I've lost my way Since you've been gone and there's nothing left to hold on to In this painful illusion where you've taken all away How can I escape this torture, this agony I'm going through? The dreams you're in are the worst No monsters can haunt me like you do Did I really deserve to be cursed It's even worse knowing I've put so much faith in you I can picture myself lying on the floor Screaming and crying tears of blood Wake me from my sleep, 'cause I can't take it anymore No, that pain can't be real, my god! I remember the first tears, it feels like years ago But now I've grown up, figured I shouldn't believe in things no more There are so much memories Love isn't a salvation just like I was told Make it end I'm going insane