Guilt

My visions clouded as my thoughts Stomach tied up, wrapped in knots I don't know who or what I am Putting this time into wondering Should I stay the path Overlook the signs When the past is something I can't leave behind How far will I get on empty What will I leave behind me Don't want to be a burden Not learning From my mistakes I'm helpless with anger directed at nothing I'm Losing composure There is no way out The guilt I've been feeling It's not like me to say sorry (say sorry) The guilt Let me breathe again I'm still loving to hate me A glutton for agony Trying to desperately Admit that I'm not clean Oh it's like I'm Pulled with no sense of direction Perception crushed by affliction Hung on a need for attention Let me explain The guilt I've been feeling It's not like me to say sorry (say sorry) The guilt Let me breathe again I'm still loving to hate me The guilt I've been feeling It's not like me to say sorry (say sorry) The guilt Let me breathe again I'm still loving to hate me What am I fighting What is this weight if there's nothing left No room for breath can't expand my chest I'm Helpless with anger directed at nothing I'm Losing composure There is no way out The guilt I've been feeling It's not like me to say sorry (say sorry) The guilt Let me breathe again I'm still loving to hate me The guilt I've been feeling It's not like me to say sorry (say sorry) The guilt Let me breathe again I'm still loving to hate me