Wasted Years

All that's on my mind are all the ways that I could fail I fail Going back and forth on reasons that this won't be real Not real And in my mind, there is no help No help A war inside to be myself The aggressor of this pressure is a measure of Fear I'm lesser than the moments that I've taken up Taken up Imposter to the limelight Limelight In my own skin, I don't feel right Paralyzed By these choices Giving time To these voices Expecting the worst of me Not giving up, not giving up Where do I focus Is anyone Is anyone I know who I'm meant to be Not giving up, not giving up Taunting at the last of me Not asking for your sympathy I'm just drained of my energy Have your reasons Have your fill There's no way that this ends up Well Paralyzed By these choices Giving time To these voices Expecting the worst of me Not giving up, not giving up Where do I focus Is anyone Is anyone I know who I'm meant to be Not giving up, not giving up Love, blood, pain, tears Is it all for wasted years Love, blood, pain, tears Is it all for wasted years Love, blood, pain, tears Is it all for wasted years Paralyzed By these choices Giving time To these voices Expecting the worst of me Not giving up, not giving up Where do I focus Is anyone Is anyone I know who I'm meant to be Not giving up, not giving up Are they just wasted years Holding on to wasted years Are they just wasted years Holding on