25 Letters

I still feel you controlling Inside my mind it's unfolding I want you gone for good but I can't escape The life is haunting The rope is taunting (me) The monster within is starting to take it's shape I can't have sex because you're in my head I feel your presence persisting when I go to bed OH WON'T YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE ME ALONE Cold and broken I'm on my knees To save the lives You took from me Rise My walls are broken Demons awoken This situation doesn't feel like it's real Feel no emotion You were a trojan I play with fire and self harm just to feel It's like a needle in my bones It's like a razor in my throat The memories I can't escape It's time to write my note It's like a cat has caught my tongue A manic force I can't outrun I'm bleeding from the lies you speak and now I'm tasting MY GUN Poison the wealthy just to take their place Controlled by my past that I cannot erase Lies and signs point me towards my own demise Keep your heart locked in a safe Because the world is full of spies F*CK (You sealed it with a kiss and in my mind you still persist) It's like a needle in my bones It's like a razor in my throat The memories I can't escape It's time to write my note It's like a cat has caught my tongue A manic force I can't outrun I'm bleeding from the lies you speak and now I'm tasting Blame illness for carnage to protect your name This candyfloss serpent has destroyed the game She'll take your emotion leaving you a mess Bitch, time has come to confess Tear me apart Break me down F*ck your life Break me down The lies you spread They cut like a knife There's only 25 letters now that you're out of my life Your mum should have swallowed It's like a needle in my bones It's like a razor in my throat The memories I can't escape It's time to write my note It's like a cat has caught my tongue A manic force I can't outrun I'm bleeding from the lies you speak and now I'm tasting