KYS

Going backwards in a forward moving world Reflecting on what's long forgotten I'm going to kill myself And I have no one to blame but myself Getting angry in a live and let be world I can't seem to cope or even let go I recognize these toxic behaviors And will do nothing to stop them Going backwards in a forward moving world Reflecting on what's long forgotten I'm going to kill myself And I have no one to blame but myself I haven't seen my friends since September I haven't been out since October I went out with people I didn't even know and just stared out the window What the f*ck am I doing? I haven't had a connection that felt real in so long Only some people online care, sometimes What the f*ck dude