Clouds

Forcibly sacrifice all life for change Leave nothing left but room for growth Grieving life as each day Quickly fades The clouds Above me never break For as long as I've known They've Stayed in my sight The cold gripping forced hand Rooted to my Forced isolation Never needed faith to guide me in action I forged my strength with my own suffering and blood As the weights shift I feels my legs breaking Under the weight of all I cannot control I can no longer carry the things I cannot change My built strength Without any faith I hallucinate From time and time again I can't just Force myself to be Comfortable with my Growing shortcomings I can't just Force myself to be Your role of common therapy While you cling to thoughts of god Saying your here For the will of fiction beings When will I see a change Outside my own lack of faithful thinking If he were real God never felt misery For his humans While shedding our blood in his place If he were real I'd reach to grab his hand Hear him speak Reject my thoughts Prime reason Just On why to kill him I must reach through those fucking clouds Grab him by the throat Drag him to earth and teach him what love is In the form of a human The relentless suffering F*ck The price I have to pay Fighting what I see living day to day.