Sympathy

Our conversations dead we left it unresponsive Let's kick it one more time before we give up on it If we brought it back to life I probably wouldn't want it See no point of second chances if I'm being honest Runaway from us but you can't take me with you If I double back it's because I can't forget you You wasn't there to wipe my tears I had to use a tissue It's not like I want you here I ain't got an issue F*ck it let me stop lying Sometimes I let my mind speak sometimes I get violent Sometimes I let my heart think before I get silent Maybe you ain't right beside me because I'm double sided I got shit that pulls me from you so I hold you closer Your beauty's a distraction damn it's hard to focus That door you push me out of hope you left it open If your love was just a game refund my token Peek inside my mind viewers own discretion When you look inside that mirror do you start reflecting You told me meet you halfway but never gave directions I know he never put you first based off our first connection So I'll hurt them all if you want me to No sympathy if it isn't you I hope their love is far enough for you to reach And dark enough for you to see That I'm the one you need to be with You need to be with someone who would hurt them for us I've made mistakes inside my life for people I've mistaken That's why I look inside your eyes in real deep conversations Don't be a victim of bad habits making reputation I treat my heart just like a home that's why I keep it vacant We're working as a team to make you my opponent The way you're playing defense put me in the bonus I had to sub you out because it got compulsive Foul showing fake love with real emotion Promise you there's shit inside my head I'll never tell nobody I was setting traps along this road until I fell right on them You've been trying to get me for my soul but claim the devil got it I tried to recover who I was but that's self sabotaging Sorry I can get aggressive That's some shit I had to learn about myself through pressure Stage one of true growth is having real acceptance Find a solid woman that shit more impressive F*ck it I know we all unique Different situation every time you breathe One just ain't enough to satisfy your needs Must be what my brother thinks before he squeeze Damn who's going to stop the cycle In and out of love like it's part of survival I knew just what it was before I jumped in the pile You hurt me more than once but I manage to smile So I'll hurt them all if you want me to No sympathy if it isn't you I hope their love is far enough for you to reach And dark enough for you to see That I'm the one you need to be with You need to be with someone who would hurt them for us