BULL

With the blade in my hand Laid out in the backyard The blood trickles slowly Running over my scars You taught me how to hate myself You taught me how to hate myself You taught me how to hate myself You taught me how to hate myself There was an optimist in me once That kid died years ago Killed by your fucking ignorance And a hate I'd never known So run your fucking mouth Spew all of your bullshit But when push comes to fucking shove You'll run like a little bitch You taught me how to hate myself It came so easy cause you do it so well A painful death is coming for you I hope one day you'll get a fucking clue You'll call me a coward (insecure) Tell me I'm confused (immature) But I know that I want (absolute) To be nothing like you (failure) Plaguing my mind, it feels like a curse Whispering your meaningless words I will live my truth I am not ashamed of who I am I have nothing to hide And if you think any different Come and fucking meet me outside