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She said Hey, am I hard to love? She been thinking too much about all her flaws and They, they see it's all my fault I've been staring at my face 'tryna find my god and Can't look back at my past I was another person Shadow black, that I cast And now I'm so uncertain Look to mirrors to find my smile lines Gotta remind me that you're all mine Trying to find the rhyme to our past life 'cause I just don't know I got a taste for desolate love lives 'tryna be the better man sometimes Looking for the means to our alright 'cause I just don't know How they can't see how I've been living like there's no way out Yeah, I'm finding that I'm different now But I still got some work to do Still got some time to kill Opaque from the shape of your sounds Yeah I'm stuck up in my head, I Found that I'm crawling out of my own hell But it's better than my old ways Grasping for the good days 'Tryna see through my face Now Got my head in my hands and I'm sick of my mess Let me try things again and rewrite a new end Got some friends that I miss and some shit I could forget 'Cause I hated who I was but I ain't loving who I am Shot myself in my foot for my own good You wouldn't know but I did it just so I could Feel something for my sake, it's just blood I tried everything I could and then some Look to mirrors to find my smile lines Gotta remind me that you're all mine Trying to find the rhyme to our past life 'cause I just don't know I got a taste for desolate love lives 'tryna be the better man sometimes Looking for the means to our alright 'cause I just don't know How they can't see how I've been living like there's no way out Yeah, I'm finding that I'm different now But I still got some work to do Still got some time to kill Opaque from the shape of your sounds Yeah I'm stuck up in my head, I Found that I'm crawling out of my own hell But it's better than my old ways Grasping for the good days 'Tryna see through my face Now