Used To Be

Lost my house lost the feeling for the people that i love And the things i liked to do it doesn't matter now enough for me To even act like i'm okay but There is not much for me to say that's what it used to be I am stuck in the past get of my back it like i'm falling Try not to attack only see when i try calling you To ask advice about my life is what i'm supposed to do Don't try and say that i don't listen cause i understood Still sometimes thinking back much regrets and i hate it But some of the stuff that happened is already faded Hope that i can look back and can say that I made it That i made it Life is shit shit happens nobody ever tell me why All the water in the sky was nothing compared to my eyes All the times that i was asked are you good and i said fine Yes i lied to your face was just trying to be kind No one ever really wondered how i really felt inside No of course they did but i was just trying to remind The fact that if you didn't want to know what or why there is not something like a easy peasy option to rewind I tried to escape from my home there was no option Came down stair looked like a fight fabric production Told me go back i don't want any interruption Don't have any money but still worry about consumption Dont cry much but right know it happens often Want to let it go my feelings dont wanna drop them Don't want to fake it hope that i come back in 3 years just going to say it again i want to make it