HELPING HOTLINE (feat. browardhill)

It was getting pretty dark Chilling outside Smoke from some cigarettes on the other side Separated by a fence So they can't slide Desperate to pull you over when you can't hide I was hanging by a thread Holding black balloons, caught em running from the feds Nasty ass goons kept on banging on the heads Followers were wronged cuz they weren't really led the right way Man I shouldn't stay People really say the home is where where there's hate Throwing shade, there's no sun, so the light comes late Some is taken over more (More) My mind is feeling sore (Sore) The lack of love adrenaline has got me on the floor I've given up Is what I would say if I did, but I had enough Then I'd remember bout the kids But I have none So I should go back to me Take a couple swigs, drinking unresponsibly I drown my thoughts and sorrows in a pool of alcohol Reaching for the air, the strong struggle as they fall Autumn will call, the leaves die and they break apart from tree Perspective really matters cause some people see em free And that's a big problem, homie I'm never relieved Always stuck up on the safety of other people But I'm stuck in a glass, break fast, set me free So I take a swan dive, cover nose, sink deep Deep thoughts in my bed I can't sleep Sleepless nights all I think about is me Me not you, I just wanted to improve Prove to my parents that imma make it through Through to the other line, get the help I need Needless life, not a shoulder that I lean On top of the world I will be Be myself, not a worry, care free Deep thoughts in my bed I can't sleep Sleepless nights all I think about is me Me not you, I just wanted to improve Prove to my parents that imma make it through Sometimes at night All I do is cry Instead of suicide It keeps me alive Rolling weed and taking percys I take it to the face Falling asleep Waking up Hoping up for a new day And I'm fucking with this Blasian I'm fucking with the Ex-Bitch I don't really care cause my homies pull up This is not a killing song But don't play about me Every day a struggle School, work, living life This this shit when I'm high I just wanna suffide Every day a new ride Only time I'm proud Is when I'm rollin up the weed, let's go Deep thoughts in my bed I can't sleep Sleepless nights all I think about is me Me not you, I just wanted to improve Prove to my parents that imma make it through Through to the other line, get the help I need Needless life, not a shoulder that I lean On top of the world I will be Be myself, not a worry, care free