good at being bad

I don't need you to care I just thought you might My life's never been fair But I get by just fine I grew thicker skin But it don't feel like mine And will it ever? Will it ever I've never been touched without a warning when I didn't flinch I've never been loved without waiting for the storm to roll in I'm good at being scared but i'm tough I swear I'm good at failing and I'm always well aware that I'm good at being bad, I'm good at Being bad at this This body I'm in Has never felt like home I can't make sense of that When it's all I've ever known I think things of myself You put them in my head I've never been touched without a warning when I didn't flinch I've never been loved without waiting for the storm to roll in I'm good at being scared but i'm tough I swear I'm good at denying what I feel but I'm well aware that I'm good at being bad at loving this body I'm in I'm good at being bad, I'm good at being bad at this