It's Not Fair

I wonder what I'd say if I saw you Would I even let you look into my eyes Sometimes I wish that I could call you But I'd rather end up paralyzed Than to reach out Knowing you don't care Somebody said you miss me But that ain't even fair It's not fair Cause hearing that broke me it made me angry How can you say you miss me when you hate me Don't even lie and say you don't, you only say things to hear yourself talk How could a mother blame a daughter How could you leave me knowing I was dying How could you It ain't fair How could you? I know you watch me on the internet But you blocked me just have control I remember the last text I sent You never responded You couldn't reach out And tell me that you care Lost my dad to all the drugs And you just disappeared No it's not fair It's not fair Cause hearing that broke me it made me angry How can you say you miss me when you hate me Don't even lie and say you don't, You only say things to hear yourself talk How could a mother blame a daughter How could you leave me knowing I was dying How could you It ain't fair How could you? I've got this anger It won't ever go away Nothing is sacred I will never be the same